Imagine a late autumn night when you walk along the river all alone thinking about your life: is it going the way it is supposed to be? Then you stop for a minute just to breath in some fresh air to clear your mind – you don’t want to get depressed after all. But this feeling just doesn’t want to go away and deep down you know that it’s been stuck inside you for quite a while. But you also know if you survive this night it is going to be easier tomorrow.